Ithonga nedlozi

It's stopped now, the calling.

Don't call dlozi in me call me, yes have the shizangs but I am not dlozi I am a shelter for dlozi,

I am responding to the calling I feel, incidental or not.

I know I have her but she says no work, dololo, Nkomo set and closed her work and so vele since we're broke we rest.

PS my gogo had a calling, I use this page to patterns out raw thoughts!!!

Idlozi to Africanacity is Depression to Western Medicine.

That's why scitzophrenia, or rather psychotic depression is parallel 🟰 with ancestral calling.

Our forefathers did the most, they channeled icalling, or made it icalling when you heard voices (I'm just basing), Jesus had no base and he was the only one.

They said, mmmh let it be our ancestors voice/s that "troubles" this person not random voices, they took charge of things outside or potentially outside the norm "spectrum"!

Learnt today that uma be on antidepressants forever, I wanted them to lower the dose to stop and then they bare the bad news.

I need to rechannel this to idlozi, I can have dlozi forever.

Abba Ayalew Amlak would make so much more impact educated with a formal qualification!

People don't appreciate God enough, whether he existed before humans or he exists to cover that gap then so be it, but fact of the matter is that with God being in the picture of our existence we know we have an internal locus of control.

Thru God being in the picture we know we can externalise things we don't know to our ancestors as spirits or God as a base spirit.

Thru God being in existence (and I'm basing) we have no more, a wandering mind, ends!

PS with God we have purpose, we know where we come from (obviously) and it retains our purpose and continued worth (we know where we go (heaven, even though ngenkani and conditionally)!

Heaven and every other belief is up to you, it is a conviction.

Can you think about God long enough to become him?

Can you be your mother's child on this earth long enough to grow and one day yourself to become someone's mother, someone's advisor, someone's competent caregiver, independent in thought?

God is a cigarette, he is passed around!

He is an idea that you need to invest in and make it an ideal, God is just information about imvelaphi yethu, whether it came through written texts through our colonisers or verbatim thru nomkhulu or through intuition and or idlozi.

I'm just gonna outpour: God, comes through you thru me (a vessel, and that's what I'm incidentally outpouring now), I'm I planting seeds through information and for you is to engage nabadala in your circle and ascertain these truths I'm spitting out.

God says test the spirits so please, til you find your own base and find the insummerable (whatever that words means) strength for uGod onescefe, one that is so deeply rroted that even if prayer works the word (within as intuition) will say speak.

I started hearing voices at 8, in 1997, these were just conversations by elders unbeknownst to me. And I submit (taking no care for judgement, asazani), on the psychiatric spectrum I started hearing internal voices at 8 years old.

Since I can't ascertain that it was idlozi and I accept those voices zobukhosi I submit dually both to Africanacity and Westerns practices.

They stopped eventually, must've exhausted theirself, they were all females omama!

When I moved here I would hear a clean external voice (abstract voice) calling me from outside my home, and it was smart too in its positioning, it wasnt in my yard, didn't scare me so it was a good voice.

It stopped eventually too, but the memory remains.

If I can pray one prayer for idlozi is to be fluent within when it calls!!!

I'm pushed (yes) by intuition and when intuition gets bossy we dissociate it and call it dlozi .

Let's gooooo: my first lust (ukulangazelela) for ancestral knowledge (keeps dating back but my first real and confirmed knowledge) comes from a longing to know what umndawu is, when they (a seer) said my mom has that, ends!

I wish the people full on YouTube can give us insight on how to make money, all this information is useless to a hungry SAn San, vhaaa!!!! I'll be the change 🌱

No invalidation here, just purpose, a drive!

You carry dead weight and or thoughts if you carry ancestors, they will tell you (your thoughts/intuition) to carry this and carry that, buy this and buy that!

We're poor as South Africans and can't buy things outside of necessity nje so we use dlozi as our consciousness.

Just basing