Elon Musk’s Better Half

I've had to come to terms with being disabled, as only time could talk me into the idea. I fought my whole 47 yrs thus far to meet the demands of ignorant, selfish, overworked people all around me.
Never receiving proper care or attention. Just being forced into greater pain than otherwise would of been necessary.
If you dont understand its cause my parents we're disabled ignorers, not just of mine, but their own.
Now that genetics are on the table, I am redeemed from the horrible friend that disability is. I cant believe how much of my self has been stolen and destroyed by ignoring important aspects of physical growth I needed attended to, that ended up, hurting my nerves first then brain.
I'm trying some war against these fleshly truths but it could of been so easy had I been in a lift shoe, or had the horrible surgery back when it was barbaric. Anything but a life with poor sleep from leg nerve issues.
Am I too late for the precice nail surgery in florida? too old to endure such surgery, can i take the current medical system without failure??
Thanks for this time