Holy Beavertail

AHEM. LET US BE FUGGEN WHAT!? & Amazed ...

Well this was a very unexpected experience. It explains the source of Negativity coursing through my veins all these years.

Youre not necessarily doing the same energy as slide three but here I am confessing my sin.

I havent been full of love because Ive been stuck. Thats the basis for most of our poor mental health feeling stuck at whatever level.

My self awareness over the last few months has kept me seeking the source of negativity thats clouded my ability to feel anything uplifting or genuine.

I realize now the entire birthday experience was created to isolate the mind away from the confusion. But doing this obviously im not stuck in the problem...

Im removed

So while my brain sat isolated from itself the energy to clear the negative belief was solidified and then P**F it was revealed in a moment of AHA.

The energy in my spine at my heart chakra is the physical tale of confirmation this morning. Last night i just kinda fell backwards onto the bed when the epiphany hit like a brick and all this energy tension and aggression said. "My name is Contempt"

And wirh all my love ...i cast you out that only LOVE may create life for me.

Your minds are waiting to be unlocked to bring you to your truth and set you free

The power of the unconscious mind is about HYPOCRISY. Thats what Ego is.

Think for a moment about who you love. You love the people that do things for you. U call it the people who matter. So "you" isolate love. U dont love strangers yorue terrified of them.

And thats because most of "you" dont know how to love bc you dont love yourselves. So you hate in the name of some absurd immoral value that has nothing to do with healing.

Hate is healing anyone or anything. Whats been created will now be destroyed. Therefore. A lot of people over the next decade will have coming to Jesus moments.

We may even see a huge spike in people removing themselves from this world. Whether the news will report it or not I cant say.

The only way this ends. If "you" decide that youre choosing LOVE over hate.

If u choose love, lets talk about why you think other people are the problem.

My journey took place because I woke up at 33 and realized I had completely missed the "Goal" now I was scrambling. I met my Reiki Teacher re-took all my levels and started to get back to me. Ive attained NEGATIVITY FREE MINDSET.

When are you getting to here? Where your mind works FOR YOU not AGAINST !?? Ego is pure opposition and negativity... bc Ego is the Unconscious

I have the knowledge and the experience of people like Jiddu Krishnamurti. I cam help others achieve peace and Freedom using Reiki

Ill never forget when a MILLENNIAL called me racist for my attraction to only white men. This kept happening and now you have GEN Z. Bc u have educators teaching hate. And monkey fuggen see monkey fuggen do.
Ego is made to hate ...so unless youre working on yourself all the time in the unconscious mind. You are not accepting yourself; so u project all of youre problems onto others for no reason but ignorance

PT 2. Didnt get into it as gritty as I wanted but there's the finality of how becoming consciousness doesnt prevent things feom happening. Just helps u manage better.

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Let's start talking about what we dont know ...

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Excuse the mess. Manual number 2 is coming along. Editing the first half currently then finishing up the Reiki information / symbols. Amd of course how to use Reiki to become a whole person.

No more therapists who arent self realized. No more trauma based bias from broken people masquerading as healthy and or informed.

Youremind / Your feelings / Your healing ... Anxiety GONE Depression GONE ...addiction GONE...if someone is invested in being their best self but stuck behind a negative experience ...You can change all of it. And I wrote how.

Also will be adding a flare of the fun to it soon.

It has been A TRIP turning older!! This birthday is odd for its outcome. So, sober a year. Back to THC for a month with a Shroom trip and now meh. Im back to enjoying being myself sober.

NOW it gets weird ... the last time before this "trip" was about 3 - 5 years maybe a little longer. It was so intense the Angel of God came and spoke to me.

So, I figured why not try again. This time I chose a bit safer trip in dosage. When the trip kicked up I heard "Scorpio Ritual is complete"

Ever since then multiple things have changed ...im no longer digging for things to heal. Theres this "white" energy im the brain which wont disappear.

I figured tonight ill start utilizing the Kundalini by focusing on the mirror and bringing energy up and down the spine.

First with some mantra, then scrying, and hopefully feeling normal.

Getting back to routine and drumming up extra energy should bring me back to feeling clear.

Anyone help me out. Whats the size