Miss Essentielle

i got really good at performing

now i’m learning how to be present 🤎

when was the last time you did something that wasn’t for an audience?

a version of myself that was productive.
successful.
aesthetic.
always working toward the next thing.

when i stepped away from social media, i realized something:

i had spent so much time doom scrolling my life that i forgot to experience it

i wasn’t pregnant 😭

my nervous system was just so stressed and overwhelmed that my body was carrying the weight of it all 😭

being an adult is expensive

but somehow the little girl who used to build her dream room in a guava tree would think this apartment is pretty cool 🤎

and i think that’s worth everything

for the first time in a long time, i’m creating content that feels like me.

less performing.
more living.

more random thoughts
more dancing in the kitchen
more little moments that make up a beautiful life

happy sunday 🤎

you know what doomscrolling actually does to you? 👀
nobody talks about this honestly enough.
girl yapping session ep 4 🎀

link in my bio to get that prompts babe 🧸

hustle culture told me to keep going. my body told me to stop. i should’ve listened sooner ☁️
girl yapping session ep 2 🎀

the imaginary audience in your head is lying to you 👀
i almost let mine stop me from starting. glad i didn’t.
girl yapping session ep 1 scared to be seen

🎀 save this for when you need it