The No Gloom Room

Countdown to card-playing/French toast night:
08 days 07 hrs 51 min

Foreigner - Waiting for a Girl Like You [Lyrics] Foreigner - Waiting for a Girl Like You

10:30 am.

Awake again.
And again, I think of you, but this time, the thought is....I want you 100% strength. All of it. The full version. Not some edited version. I see you, and that's what I want. Whatever is there, any and all of it...
🥰

No gloom....

I think I'll try napping for a while.
Friday night is always a chore, don't need to feel tired on top of all that.
I sure hope I get to see you...
🥰.

I have absolutely nothing to add.
🥰

8 am.

Some sleep is better than no sleep.
Mostly, I thought of you, of seeing you, both tonight (maybe) and October 5th (definitely).
But really....down inside, I'm always asking myself, "Why doesn't any of this make sense?"
🤔

2:45 am.

Time for sleep.
And, back to work tomorrow night.
Maybe, I'll finally get to see you again.
Maybe.

Being "found" is likely not as profound as being "discovered".
I know you know what I mean.
Goodnight...
❤️

1:30 am.

Working on another painting.
You know, Ursick, some would say,
"Hey, my guy, what you need is a woman."
And you know,
They'd be right....
😘

1:15 am.

It's really too bad romance is not your thing.
It's both fun and meaningful.
Even more than that, life is so short, in the end we will regret there was never enough of it.
Mr Goodbar is romantic.
Well, at least as romantic as we can be in our current situation.
😘

Midnight.

I have absolutely nothing to add.
🥰

Gosh, but I sure hate being right all the time.

One thing is certain, Janine Virginia-
If we never meet,
Never date,
Never speak,
Never touch,
Never kiss,
Or never share a gaze,
I hope you will take away at least this-
A love letter is quite probably the most important thing you can do for your lover.
And why?
Because it IS you...your thoughts, your feelings, your dreams and ideas
Plus....every word, every mark, every fold was an embellishment caused by you, and that makes the love letter singular, personal and permanent, transcending time itself.
If you were my lover, I would write you a love letter tonight.
And you know, more than anything you've ever known, that I would do it, too....
😘