Simple Life's Journey

home made prep bfast
Pitta
Egg
Cheese
Nuts
Oranges

Sunset somewhere near woodlands

Becoming a Mom, becoming another persona.

"Nobody told me I can become a person who self abandon, it's when you mostly do things to take care of the kids but then, who will take care of me?
When things get out of hand their tantrums, fights and them being kids just trying to get what they want.
Motherhood can be a lonely place, specially when your kids are in the spectrum and people always wants something to say to correct, to make you do things they think really works for them, I know they may mean well but they don't really look at what kind of struggles a mother can face. When things get heavy I look for the family same kind or similar to what we have, and when I talk to them they are like me the unseen struggles that only we can understand and relate. I have developed a "don't ask for help attitude", why? Because it's the most convenient of all. When you accept or ask for help it always comes with a price where you get schooled at or get controlled by them. So better forget about asking help and seek those who have kindness that is unconditional.
But then again although it seems I stopped having or making friends. Random people come to share their struggle and seems to unload their stress. I felt they saw me as a safe space to open up to. No judgement, no advices just a listening ear and be there for them.

As much as you don't want to judge people, but they will show their true intention overtime. Too controlling, just to get what they want. Bully gyud mo.
May God give me calmness.

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Sometimes, it's your Zodiac sign versus theirs. Mao na dili mo magkasinabot.