Lilac Moon Beadwork

When things feel really hard, remember that you are strong.

When things feel really painful, remember that you are loved.

When things feel like they’re falling apart, remember that the only constant in life is change…

And although change is not usually comfortable, choose to trust that the universe is guiding you to where you need to be.

This journey we’re on is not meant to be easy, just the opposite actually. Through the hard times our souls grow the most. And then one day, you’ll be sitting quietly, and have a moment of perspective and realize why it all had to happen.. understanding how all the chaos brought you to that moment of peace and understanding.

And it will be beautiful. ♥️

It’s Smokie’s birthday tomorrow 🐶💕✨🥰

Hummingbird feather 🪶 necklace I made for a friend 💕🥹💕

Just showing, not for sale

i think my “subscription” posts show up here (as hidden) when i post them… which is annoying to me lol but it is what it is. I haven’t been posting on this page for a while i’m just taking time to heal myself right now. But i wanted to mention that the subscription posts are just for those who subscribe (for my moon drops page) but it’s for my clay cabochons i make, i couldn’t have the subscription option there cause i didn’t have enough followers yet so i put it on this page. Hope it’s not confusing 🙈 lol 💗

k bye lol

hi 💗🥹 I’m sorry i haven’t posted in a long time… I’ve been focusing on my health, and just needed some time to rest. Please don’t forget about me 💕 i love you guys xx

PS, also, i’ve been finding a lot (so many!) of teensy tiny feathers lately 🪶. i don’t know what kind of birds they come from but i’ve been so happy and thankful for each one, i’ll show pictures soon. 💕 🥹 🙏 I don’t know what it means but each one brings me so much joy and comfort.

talk soon. 💕

Jess

A beautiful package from Aunties Beaded Beauties 💕 with some home-tanned hide pieces she drew patterns on, omg they smell so good 😌🥰🥹 love love love ! which one should i do first ? 🧐😝

What’s a good movie 🍿? 🥰💕🙏

bonus points if it’s a thriller/horror but can be anything just not something that gunna make me cry LOL 😆 👀

my recommendation incase you need something to watch is :

1-Heel (psychological thriller?/crime? i’m not sure what this genre was but it’s literally soooo good!)

2- Girl in the box (based on a true story/true crime)

3- no hard feelings (cute and funny movie)

4- (short series) Midnight Mass (i just recently rewatched this and omg i lovvvveee it in so many ways 🥹🙏 👌 scary yet deep and great acting.)

Time for a vulnerable post that i’ve been contemplating whether i should even post or not but decided to because i think maybe it’s a good healing excersice for others to be inspired to do too…

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The lessons we learn from the different relationships we experience are very personal to us.

Sometimes they are lessons we have heard before.. but didn’t listen to… or things we have learned before even, but needed further testing to truly get it.

After the heart breaks, we usually want to forget about what happened and move on.

But then once in a while .. a reminder pops up, something that brings us back in time to the feeling we had before we had learned those lessons. We may react calmly with perspective, or we may not, momentarily forgetting that we are not in that situation that made us feel that way in the past.

It’s definitely a journey when it comes to healing from past wounds. But i’d like to think, that if it wasn’t for all those painful lessons … i wouldn’t actually be the person i am today…

“Today me” is strong and is someone i definitely can say i am proud of.

So when i look back at the different people who’ve come and gone from my life, i see lessons in their tracks… lessons im thankful for and so i decided to write out the main lessons i learned from my most prevalent relationships, so to see the reason each person came into my life, and how they made me a stronger, wiser person.

The words might seem simple .. and something you’ve heard before 👀 … but i tell ya…. for some reason we just gotta experience those lessons for ourselves don’t we?! 🤪🫠 ah well, tis life.

I feel very vulnerable posting these up for some reason and obviously these are my own personal beliefs from my own experiences blah blah, but i think it’s an excersice worth trying if you’re on your own healing journey. it feels kind of like closure or something along those lines 🤔 .. maybe, making sense of things. That’s it. haha 😂😋🥹

And really.. when it starts to all make sense, that’s when you start to see the beauty in it… Your pain was never for nothing. 💜

note: All the photos represent some sort of memory or corelation for me and they are actual photographer photos i chose from an app, not AI.